I'm fucking fat...

My body is out of proportions already.. I have to accept the fact that I'm fat now. I hate my tummy, neck-less, round shoulder. Urh wtf. I desperately want to wear nice shirts but all don't seems to fit me now. I can't wear a nice cutting shirt, can't wear tight clothes. How can I not bother to care about my body for all this while? I'm getting fatter ever since I resigned from my job.. See my body pun turn off!! Uncontrollable food intake that's right.. I freakin need to work out for Christ my sake!!! 

Ideal body propotions, as slim as him will do la..... 

-Done-