Saturday, January 29, 2011


Some typical and epic tamil movie. LOL!!!
I may be lying in the gutter, but I am looking up at the stars.. 
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me.. Till then, I walk alone....
I'm trying the slow shutter. I find it still blurry and the subject seems to be merged with the background. =S Need more practices indeed.... would be better if there's some flashes on him. 
Hahaha and so I edited this for fun.. 

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Beautiful Monster

This was done by Kodok. It never fail to amuse me! Happy Chinese New Year in advance. But I'm not in the CNY mood yet.
My new cover, my shelter... She's a MONSTER, beautiful MONSTER, but I don't mind~

Do you know that being an artist in oversea is freaking awesome, especially in L.A!? LOL.


Monday, January 24, 2011

As I Ponder in Silence

These days, I think a lot.
Questions with no answers.
Problems without solutions.

Sometimes I wish to have
just someone to share with.
Need no advices, just listen to me.

But I find none,
And I barely share my major problems.
So I just held it in.

I realized that there will be nobody
who really would offer their hands,
when I fall.

I should learn to
find the way out
when I'm in the deep water.

I always hope that,
someday when I come back,
I'll be bulletproof.

"You rise, you fall. You down then you rise again,
what don't kill you make you more strong..
Err, can I have a tattoo of this quote? LOL


Let these pictures speak for me 2

见见老朋友, 在人群里到处走.. 吃个饭, 喝点酒, 为何在热闹之后还是很寂寞..?
After the crowd, I somewhat still feel lonely..
Someday.. maybe just one day, I will be on the stage. I'll get the world's attention. The crowd screaming out loud. Thousand people all jumping out their seat. When the curtain closes, they are throwing roses at my feet.. Maybe just one day......
See it is a small world when comes to the internet. It surprised me, I have readers came from different countries? LOL!! You must be kidding me.
Happy Anniversary to my beloved sis Huey Jin and Gerald Lim!! =))


Sunday, January 23, 2011

Let these pictures speak for me..

 What is my life if I'm no longer useful to others..
Different perspective. It says STICK NO BILLS, but sometimes I gotta break the rule in another way. 
Some memories just can't be erased. *Wait, this wasn't done by me, I saw it somewhere at the roadside.*
 I'm waiting for my turn.... I've been waiting. How long does it take?
Look ahead tomorrow, I know it is a long long journey. But the future is getting blurry and I'm worry and I'm scared, I've lost my focus.. I dare not take a step ahead. I'm a guy who afraid of failure and rejection.....

I walked alone the Malacca town to kill my boredom and at the same time to practice my so called "Art Of Seeing", all these pictures were taken with an uneasy heart. Nothing extraordinary just a normal photo. I'm just an amateur. I'm not a good photographer and don't claim myself to be. Flicks above were taken to express not to impress, but I hope it does. lmao. Sometimes it is interesting to hear the story behind the photo, sometimes it has to speak itself....


Saturday, January 22, 2011

I'm bored

I'm feeling very dull, tired & bored. Wonder who can pull my leg, anyone can make me smile? I hate myself when comes to this. I've got no mood to do anything. I get weak and fragile, I could throw a pity party everyday.. I've been looking for any chatters to talk to. Unfortunately I'm not good in breaking the ice. And I sincerely apologize for being nuisance tho. I'm bored at work, I'm bored at home. I'm exhausted of doing nothing and I get depressed for..nothing. I caught myself in the midst of my anger tantrum. Whenever I am feeling down and lifeless, everything is moving in slow motion.. It's hard for me to survive the next minute. These time is so hard, and it is getting harder. What a poor soul. I'm feeling so lifeless. Lord, don't think I don't feel grateful as I'm complaining. I'm so thankful.. Just put my worries behind grant me the strength that I need, for one more day to get through.....


Monday, January 17, 2011


我在拼什么? 在意什么最多??
就怕我最在乎的人关心, 也不想懂...

What I care about the most? At what point am I fighting for?
Why am I getting tired and feeling so lonely?
I fear no misunderstood.. I'm not worry of how the rest think,
I'm just afraid that the person I mind the most don't even bother to care..

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Ms.Sarah Kamarudin's wedding pict @BP

Finally had these pictures. She was my English lecturer in Cosmopoint. Owwhh, how I miss college. *sigh* In case you don't remember what's this about. Click HERE
With Ms.Nor. She has worked so hard to email me all the photos. My sincere gratitude and utmost thank to you regarding to your hardworking. *cehh~* Meanwhile, after done waiting for those flicks, now I'm waiting for your wedding. =P
I'm so addicted to this song. "Maybe this is wishful thinking, probably mindless dreaming. But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.. This is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night~" This line kept playing on my mind. Huhu~ Owwhh Tayla, where is your bangs?

Thursday, January 13, 2011

They are giving away Gold!

Another commission job from MBSA. It is a CNY promotion billboard incorporate with Poh Kong. This festive Chinese New Year, they are giving away GOLD! It's quite a last minute job. Basically, I'm not really satisfied with this. Did not adjust the lighting and shadow properly. Logically, there shan't be a reflection under the car.

Monday, January 10, 2011

Oriental Daily

Errr, I don't understand. Hopefully it's not about the negatives? =))

Saturday, January 08, 2011

The 8th day of January

Now here's a special post for youuuu, Happy Birthday girrrlllllll!!! May all your dreams come true. Be strong and smile always!! Hope you enjoyed your *16th* birthday!! xD And thank God for the great weather! 

Wednesday, January 05, 2011

Little bad habit

I have a bad habit, I do not say my prayer before eat nor wash my hand. What I always do is take a picture when the foods are served. I like this candid picture here *credit to Mr.Eric* despite the shitty pixel. Ohh wasn't it taken by iPhone? Sorry I don't mean to be rude... =P

Tuesday, January 04, 2011


 I love photo-manipulation or photo collage. This is the up coming project, hopefully he will be fine with this concept. *exclude my watermarks & logo of cause* See I'm slowly fall for Mercedes. Those bodies and interior are awesome! So is Civic still my dream car now? lmao. Someone told me this : "Screw the cars, improve your driving skill first!!" 
This watch is so sexy and seducing!! It is pretty huge and pricey. Wait for me girl, hopefully when the time comes, the feeling of mine towards you remain the same. *LOL* Lunar New Year is one month away but I'm not really in the mood despite the radio kept playing the songs. 

Sunday, January 02, 2011

My 1111

New Year countdown at...... errr, McD. Were we had fun? What you think? Let the picture do the talking.... *lmao*
Nothing much on the next day, had my brunch with Eric and Aliff at Nandos. We were supposed to try the Haagen-Dazs but we seems to be running out of budget, so yeah.. Then we decided to go to Jonker at the night. It's really been ages since last I've been there. When was the last huh? Check out my previous post here 
That's how my 1111. =)) 

Saturday, January 01, 2011

1111 Happy New Year

Happy New Year!! It is 2011 already, this is the first post for this year. So should my plan start now or what? Hopefully it would be a real great year for me and for you and the entire human race. =))